Saturday, May 21, 2016



The Cars – An Appreciation

I came to the Cars in the middle of the story. Sort of.

I knew about the Cars, I knew a little of the Cars. As I’ve said before that if you turned on a radio turned to any FM rock station anytime after 1978 and listened for two hours you’d be more likely than not to hear the Cars. FM played the holy shit out of that first [self titled] album and not without reason. Of the 9 songs on that album, at least six [!!] are FM staples. [Good Times Roll, My Best Friend’s Girl, Just What I Needed, You’re All I’ve Got Tonight, Bye Bye Love and Moving In Stereo] Moving In Stereo is of course best remembered as the song to which Pheobe Cates bares her breasts in Fast Times At Ridgemont High [Yes there WAS music playing!] even though it did not appear on that soundtrack.

And I certainly remember Let’s Go hitting the airwaves, an amazing slice of power pop fitting in with Cheap Trick [I Want You To Want Me, Dream Police], Blondie [One Way Or Another, Dreaming], the Babys [Every Time I Think Of You] and the Knack [Good Girls Don’t, My Sharona]. Ah, junior high. Mixed times. Girls. Skating at Big Wheel on Saturday afternoons. Six Flags Over Texas. Rejection from girls. Cliques. Not fitting in. Kiss and E.L.O. going disco. Roller disco. Disco. Did I mention Disco?

But the Cars first showed up on my doorstep/turntable in the form of Panorama. I don’t even remember why it showed up – I think it was a present, so maybe it was a birthday? This was not a major album. People moaned that was cold and heartless and it wasn’t ‘the first album.’ Is it experimental? Yeah. Elliot Easton said “The first time Ric played the new songs for us, I thought they sounded weird – like inside out music.”  Is it the Cars album that seems to fall through the cracks? Sort of. I don’t care, I love that record. This was something new, so different from anything else happening. And I ate it up. From the phased and slashing opening chords of the title track to the 5/4 meter of the “hit” Touch And Go, the riff heavy metal lite of Don’t Tell Me No, the brooding Chaz theme song Misfit Kid, the Roxy Music leaning You Wear Those Eyes to the bombastic closer Up And Down, the band just locked in and never let go. Keith Richards talks about he and Ronnie Wood and this “magical art of weaving” in the Stones. The Cars were more like a series of cogs and sprockets and gears all meeting together in precision.

Take for example Moving In Stereo. It starts off with one of those eerie space movie phased tones, then a deceptively simple guitar fill, then Ben Orr’s voice joins the mix for the first verse. Then the band kicks in. The drums holding a steady line, Orr’s bass slipping in and about, the oil in those cogs and gears, then secret weapon Elliot Easton and Greg Hawkes add those hook lines, trading splashes, runs and fills across the steadiness of the drum line and the mercurial bass lines that keep it all pumping. And then there are vocals. Ric Ocasek has that distinctive nasal, reedy tone and cold, often flat delivery that works so well on Good Times Roll, Touch And Go, Since You’re Gone, You Might Think and Magic. Ben Orr has that warm tone that works so well on Drive, Candy-O, Let’s Go and Bye Bye Love. One could argue that the fact that Ric Ocasek [with occasional help from Hawkes] penned all of the Cars songs lends a certain uniformity to the catalog. The lyrics tend to be very abstract. Even in the notoriously upbeat You Might Think there are lines like “you think you're in the movies and everything's so deep / but i think that you're wild when you flash that fragile smile..”   

In short order I had all four by the time or shortly after Shake It Up came around in the fall of 1981. Shake It Up contains my favorite Cars track, another odd time thing against a normal track, this time the click track on Since You’re Gone. [I add yet again that I SHOULD have seen the Cars on this tour, but some people who were supposed to be waiting in line went for coffee and I didn’t get to see them until the Heartbeat City tour when I got up early, drove the ‘73 Duster up the freeway and waited with a handful of kids at the Seminary South Sears. But oh, how jealous I was of the kids that fall in their jerseys from the Shake It Up shows.]

And of course, that brings me to Heartbeat City. The glory days of MTV. The summer of Magic, You Might Think and Drive. Over the years, my opinion of this album had dimmed quite a bit, maybe due to over-exposure. Listening again to the Elektra Years, I’m surprised at some of the album tracks like Stranger Eyes, Why Can’t I Have You and It’s Not the Night. On the other hand, no amount of time or wishful thinking can save I Refuse as in I Refuse To Listen To This Song.

Working at the Sound Warehouse, I remember buying the Cars’ Door To Door and Aerosmith’s Permanent Vacation on the same day. [Wikipedia says they were released a week apart.] Permanent Vacation fell into regular rotation and I was wicked disappointed by Door To Door. The lead off tracks Leave Or Stay and You Are the Girl felt too sugary-pop and formulaic. History has been kinder to my appreciation of the Cars’ 1987 offering than Aerosmith’s. I will still occasionally slap on Door To Door [or a few tracks from it] while the less said about Permanent Vacation the better. There were/are some good songs on there like Strap Me In [the last single which barely made it to the Hot 100], Double Trouble, Fine Line and Everything You Say. It just wasn’t Heartbeat City or Shake It Up. That didn’t mean I or the public at large wanted them to go away. But Door To Door arrived to an amazing indifference and poor sales. A tour was cancelled and the Cars just kind of faded into the ether. Word at the time was that there was a lot of indifference within the band also. Orr and Easton had released one solo album each and Ocasek had already done two. Was Ocasek being accused of hoarding the ‘best’ songs for his own albums? Was drummer David Robinson still smarting from Mutt Lange programming all the drum parts on Heartbeat City? Was it just too much familiarity, ten years together now it’s time to go? Or some mix of all of these things?

But gone never quite meant forgotten. Various collections would show up every few years, the best being the 2 disc set Just What I Needed: The Cars Anthology with the liner notes sadly missing from the recent Elektra Years box. And as FM because fragmented and boxed into smaller and smaller categories, the Cars were once again staples of what was now “Classic Rock,” once again besides the likes of Pink Floyd, the Rolling Stones and Led Zeppelin, the bands they were so unlike both then and now. They fit better into the “Top 40 Oldies” format that has switched now from the Motown/ Golden Age of AM Radio era of our parents to the late 70s / early 80s / Golden Age Of FM Radio of my own youth.

Which brings me to the present. I picked up The Elektra Years after reading a couple of online notes about Ric Ocasek himself overseeing these remasters [or in the case of The Cars, Candy-O and Panorama, re-remasters]. And while I will once again bemoan the fact that there are no new notes about the making of the albums and there are still a handful of tracks “missing” which leaves the collection “incomplete”, I appreciate the effort to make the band again sound like they did on those licorice pizzas. But what I appreciate most is revisiting of the catalog of a band that was one of the first bands I found for myself, that started me on this never ending journey to discover new and old sounds. Coming back to a band like the Cars is like returning to Grandma’s kitchen in that it’s familiar, safe and heartwarming. Hearing them again gives me a touch of that feeling like I’m 13 again, eyes, ears and heart wide open.

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

4:27




4:27 a.m.
I’m awake
Don’t know why, but I am
And I hear the shots
They’re more like pops, like cap guns so I know they’re not too close
They crack off in rapid succession like Black Cats, firecrackers on the 4th of July
But it’s not the 4th of July
Or New Year’s Eve for that matter
The guns pop off on those nights too around here so I am not unfamiliar with the sound

I suppose it’s ‘possible’ that these are firecrackers
If one wants to be an optimist…
But they way they pop off
Four or five, then a pause
A string of five or six right back
I know they’re not
Anyone else within earshot knows they’re not

Then it’s quiet again
As quiet as 4:27 a.m.  usually is
Maybe a lone car going down the street,
Sometimes the fire truck, siren off but all the strobes cutting the night
Brilliant white and the danger of red
Or a train rolling through to places unknown

As the relative silence surrounds me again
I wonder how we came to be like this
We gather in parks, on streets and parking lots
We gather with placards and shout into cameras and camera phones
“Black lives matter!”
“Women’s lives matter!”
“Police lives matter!”
“ALL LIVES MATTER!!!”

But this isn’t the way we treat each other
This is NOT the way we treat each other

No one wants to see our young men dying
Not at the hands of the police
Not in foreign lands in wars where they may or may not even understand “why” we are there
With guns drawn and trying to force our beliefs and ideas on people who don’t want them
Not at the hands of other angry young people who have come to believe in a warped sense of justice
Wear the wrong color and get punched
Punch me, I stab you
Stab me, I shoot you,
Eye for an eye, body for a body
And they’re still counting bodies every night on the news
All the things Marvin Gaye sang about on “What’s Going On”

No one wants to see the innocent hurt and killed
Men, women, children
Walking home from the store, driving home from the soccer game, playing in the front yard
Minding their own business and living their own life
But somehow those places become right place at the wrong time
Catching bullets meant for others
Or people running from police crashing stolen cars through yards and over sidewalks
And down roads headed the wrong way

No mother wants to think their child is capable of these things
“Not my child. My child was a good person…”
I like to think we would all like to believe that of each other
But here we are
Back to the Old West and frontier justice at the end of a gun
For the gun has the final word

But guns still don’t kill people
Any more than knives, chainsaws, cars or baseball bats
The problem is still with the people who use of these things for bad purposes

We’ve lost respect for each other somewhere
De-humanized each other
And until that changes
It doesn’t matter how many people march
It doesn’t matter how many people chant the slogans
And carry signs and all of that shit

It’s 4:27 a.m. on Meadowbrook
I think I’m safe in within my walls

Friday, January 15, 2016

 

David = Stardust

 
Like Freddie, Mick and Lou et al
The sentence handed down
That get us all in the end
A deadline somewhere on the horizon
A train has left the station at an unknown speed
And it will arrive - sooner than later
Sooner than later it catches us all
The people on posters and in magazines
The people we put in frames by TVs
And thousands of strangers littering the papers each day
A sigh, a stiff drink or three
Put on stiff upper lip
Back to work, get on with the business
What else can you do?
Create as long as you can
Today, maybe the next day
A train is looming in the back of your mind
But the show goes on
The show must go on
And when the time has come
And the train has left
Only your shell remaining on this side of life
The fans will pause and offer prayers and thanks
They'll reprise and review you
And say the things that get said at such times
"Icon","Legend", "Genius"
Then the show goes on
The show always goes on
But you've left a mark
YOUR mark
Major Tom, Diamond Dogs
Blue Jean, Tin Machine
Young Americans, Thin White Duke
"Heroes", Heathen, Pretty Things, Young Dudes
The Jean Genies, Cracked Actor, Aladdin Sane
And Ziggy
Finally a Blackstar
Future Legend, living legend no longer
And the show goes on without you
And the show goes on
And on
And on
And on
And on
And on

My Confession


This is my confession -

It's so easy to hide away
It's so easy to stay at arm's length
Too easy to say I don't care
But even though I say I don't care
I want your approval
I want to be acknowledged
I want recognition and praise
I need these things!
I desperately need physical contact
I want someone to listen when  I finally open up
To tell me everything is okay
On those days I'm at the end of the rope
To take the lead when I falter
To challenge and call 'bullshit' when needed
I need someone to be understanding

I need to be understood
Not judged -
Just understood


Help nurture the scared little boy underneath all the bluster
Understand the disappointment of the misfit kid
Out in the sticks, solitary
Starry eyed dreamer

Innocence and youth lost a little bit early
Just too goddamned smart for my own good
Book smart, street stupid
Looking for the place you fit in
Never feeling like you fit in
Westerberg, you're singing to me
Longing, wanting, aching to be
"I just might lose it - I just might use it"

Monday, August 03, 2015



Notes from a class reunion:
 
Conversation:
10 years: Tell everyone how great you are, how much money you make and how happy you are
20 years:  Tell everyone how you’ve bounced back after the layoff / divorce / rehab / all of the above
30 years:  Tell everyone how much happier you are with the second spouse and how great mixed family gets along

Comments:


10 years: Damn, they got fat!
20 years: Damn, they got old!
30 years: Damn, they still look good!

Drinking:
10 years: Party til ya puke
20 years: Only a couple, I don’t bounce back like I used to
30 years: I can’t, it messes up my meds

Male fashion:
10 years: suit and tie
20 years: slacks and golf shirt
30 years: jeans and ‘best’ Hawaiian shirt

Most Overheard Comment:
10 year: “Yeah I remember you! We had____ class with ol’ Mrs….”
20 year: “Didn’t we have a class together?”
30 years: “No, I don’t remember – are you sure you’re at the right reunion? This is the Class of…”
ALL:  “Whatever happened to old ____? Do you still talk to them? How come they never come to these things?”

Monday, April 27, 2015

TOP ALBUMS [04/2015]

I was asked/ordered/threatened to name my top albums - when asked about how many, I was told about 150 is sufficient. So since I had to do tis list anyway, here's my top 150 albums in as close to an order as I could get. Remember these are MY favorites, not my most essential or anything like that.


1.       Revolver – The Beatles
2.       Rubber Soul – The Beatles
3.       Let It Bleed – The Rolling Stones
4.       Led Zeppelin – Led Zeppelin
5.       After Bathing At Baxter’s – Jefferson Airplane
6.       Panorama – The Cars
7.       The Cars – The Cars
8.       Rocks – Aerosmith
9.       Amorica – The Black Crowes
10.   For What I Don’t Become – Glossary
11.   Stay Positive – The Hold Steady
12.   Here’s To Shutting Up – Superchunk
13.   Stereo / Mono – Paul Westerberg
14.   Being There – Wilco
15.   John Lennon/Plastic Ono Band – John Lennon
16.   Stranger’s Almanac – Whiskeytown
17.   London Calling – The Clash
18.   Friday Night Is Killing Me – Bash & Pop
19.   Marquee Moon – Television
20.   Tones – Eric Johnson
21.   Burgers – Hot Tuna
22.   Highway 61 Revisited – Bob Dylan
23.   Sticky Fingers – The Rolling Stones
24.   Paranoid – Black Sabbath
25.   Led Zeppein III – Led Zeppelin
26.   Badmotorfinger – Soudgarden
27.   Love It To Life – Jesse Malin & the St. Mark’s Social
28.   Out of the Blue – Electric Light Orchestra
29.   Madman Across the Water – Elton John
30.   Toys In the Attic – Aerosmith
31.   Real Animal – Alejandro Escovedo
32.   The Better Angels Of Our Nature – Glossary
33.   Superstar Car Wash – The Goo Goo Dolls
34.   Shake It Up – The Cars
35.   Wish You Were Here – Pink Floyd
36.   Spring Session M – Missing Persons
37.   Zappa In New York – Frank Zappa
38.   Killer – Alice Cooper
39.   Blueprint – Rory Gallagher
40.   Everybody Knows This Is Nowhere – Neil Young with Crazy Horse
41.   The Basement Tapes – Bob Dylan and the Band
42.   The Doors – The Doors
43.   What’s Going On – Marvin Gaye
44.   Pleased To Meet Me – The Replacements
45.   Life’s Rich Pageant – R.E.M.
46.   More Fun In the New World – X
47.   Talk Is Cheap – Keith Richards
48.   A Hard Day’s Night – The Beatles
49.   Changesonebowie – David Bowie
50.   Rides Again – The James Gang
51.   Physical Graffiiti – Led Zeppelin
52.   A Night At the Opera – Queen
53.   Dark Side Of the Moon – Pink Floyd
54.   Teeth Dreams – The Hold Steady
55.   Oh Mercy – Bob Dylan
56.   Time – Electric Light Orchestra
57.   Learning To Crawl – The Pretenders
58.   So – Peter Gabriel
59.   The Best of B.T.O. – Bachman Turner Overdrive
60.   Who’s Next – The Who
61.   Beggar’s Banquet – The Rolling Stones
62.   The Rise and Fall Of Ziggy Stardust & the Spiders From Mars – David Bowie
63.   Don’t Tell A Soul – The Replacements
64.   All Shook Down – The Replacements
65.   Sign O’ the Times – Prince
66.   Exile On Main Street – The Rolling Stones
67.   Izzy Stradlin & the Juju Hounds - Izzy Stradlin & the Juju Hounds
68.   Harvest – Neil Young
69.   Utopia - Utopia
70.   Live at the Whiskey A Go-Go On the Fabulous Sunset Strip – X
71.   Highway To Hell – AC/DC
72.   Back In Black – AC/DC
73.   One Size Fits All – Frank Zappa & the Mothers
74.   The Southern Harmony & Musical Companion – The Black Crowes
75.   Specter At the Feast – Black Rebel Motorcycle Club
76.   A Boy Named Goo – The Goo Goo Dolls
77.   Town & Country – The Rave Ups
78.   L.A. Woman – The Doors
79.   Blood On the Tracks – Bob Dylan
80.   A New World Record – Electric Light Orchestra
81.   Hunky Dory – David Bowie
82.   Get Happy! – Elvis Costello & the Attractions
83.   Walls And Bridges – john Lennon
84.   Imagine – John Lennon
85.   Pictures At Eleven – Robert Plant
86.   Carney – Leon Russell
87.   Don’t Say No – Billy Squier
88.   Sabbath Bloody Sabbath – Black Sabbath
89.   Fireball – Deep Purple
90.   The Royal Scam – Steely Dan
91.   Pendulum – Creedence Clearwater Revival
92.   Bloodletting – Concrete Blonde
93.   Gold – Ryan Adams
94.   Loose Salute - Michael Nesmith & the First National Band
95.   Magnetic South - Michael Nesmith & the First National Band
96.   Beattitude – Ric Ocasek
97.   Anodyne – Uncle Tupelo
98.   Boys And Girls – Alabama Shakes
99.   The Hurting – Tears For Fears
100.                        Dirt – Alice In Chains
101.                        Superunknown – Soundgarden
102.                        Here’s Where the Strings Come In – Superchunk
103.                        Abbey Road – The Beatles
104.                        American Beauty – The Grateful Dead
105.                        Déjà vu – Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young
106.                        Sgt, Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band – The Beatles
107.                        December’s Children [And Everybody’s] – The Rolling Stones
108.                        All the Best Cowboys Have Chinese Eyes – Pete Townshend
109.                        Darkness On the Edge Of Town – Bruce Springsteen & the E Street Band
110.                        Night Moves – Bob Seger & the Silver Bullet Band
111.                        Ah Via Musicom – Eric Johnson
112.                        Black Moses – Isaac Hayes
113.                        Are You Experienced? – The Jimi Hendrix Experience
114.                        The Pretenders – The Pretenders
115.                        Raw Power – Iggy And the Stooges
116.                        Chasing After Ghosts… Living with Shadows – Hammock
117.                        Maybe Tomorrow the Will Sing For Us – Hammock
118.                        Sabotage – Black Sabbath
119.                        Out Of the Cradle – Lindsey Buckingham
120.                        Greatest Hits – Sly & the Family Stone
121.                        New York – Lou Reed
122.                        Rebel Yell – Billy Idol
123.                        Lone Justice – Lone Justice
124.                        State Of Our Union – The Long Ryders
125.                        John Barleycorn Must Die - Traffic
126.                        The Stranger – Billy Joel
127.                        The Georgia Satelites - The Georgia Satelites
128.                        Modern Times – Jefferson Starship
129.                        Alive! – Kiss
130.                        Second Helping – Lynyrd Skynyrd
131.                        Graceland – Paul Simon
132.                        Songs For Drella – Lou Reed & John Cale
133.                        Down On the Upside – Soundgarden
134.                        Green Thoughts – The Smithereens
135.                        Love Songs For the Hearing Impaired – Dan Baird
136.                        Ritual De Lo Habitual – Jane’s Addiction
137.                        Appetitie For Destruction – Guns N’ Roses
138.                        Reckoning – R.E.M.
139.                        Apostrophe – Frank Zappa
140.                        Over-Nite Sensation – Frank Zappa & the Mothers
141.                        Glass Houses – Billy Joel
142.                        Live Bullet – Bob Seger & the Silver Bullet Band
143.                        So What – Joe Walsh
144.                        Document – R.E.M.
145.                        14 Songs – Paul Westerberg
146.                        Every Picture Tells A Story – Rod Stewart
147.                        Viva Terlingua – Jerry Jeff Walker
148.                        Abraxas - Santana
149.                        The B-52s – The B-52s
150.                        Cosmo's Factory - Creedence Clearwater Revival