The Wall – Pink Floyd [1979]
I had played The Wall a lot in the 80s.I sang “We don’t need to education” a thousand times and played air guitar to Comfortably Numb, saw the movie at the midnight movies and on VHS. But listening is sometimes not the same as hearing and hearing is not always the same as understanding. So I had an acquaintance with The Wall. But this time, I was listening with headphones. And I mean HEADPHONES, not ear buds or earphones but full 1970s / 1980s Nova 40s that I’ve had since high school. And this time I wasn’t half listening doing something else – not reading, not writing, not “not doing my homework”. And in the dark recesses, the furthest corners of The Wall, I found some disturbing things.
A little backstory or those not familiar with the “concept” of The Wall. During of their 1978 tour, bassist and main songwriter Roger Waters became jaded with playing concerts, feeling that people were there for some experience [“to feel the warm thrill of confusion, that space cadet glow…”] but not really listening. At one point, Waters spat on some overly excited fans in Montreal Canada. It lead Waters to create a concept for the next Floyd album, Bricks In the Wall. [An alternative concept Waters offered would become Waters’ first solo album The Pros and Cons of Hitch Hiking.] After the band accepted the concept, the band hired producer Bob Ezrin [Lou Reed, Kiss, Alice Cooper] and he helped shape a working script to remove some of Waters autobiographical elements and creating the character “Pink.” [A reference to the lines from Have A Cigar “the band is just fantastic, that is really what I think! Oh by the way, which one’s Pink?”] The album itself [per Wikipedia – link: The Wall - Wikipedia] explores abandonment, isolation and existentialism symbolized by a / the wall.
To summarize the plot, all of those traumas we go through growing up [in Pink’s case the death of his father, nasty teachers, an overbearing mother] cause Pink to isolate himself by building that metaphorical wall to try and protect himself. All of this on side 1 [and the first song on side 2]! Side 2 is adult Pink, married, a musician, on the road calling home to have the phone answered by a man. He brings in a groupie for some revenge but he instead has a freakout and decides to close himself off, completing the wall. Side 3 is Pink locked into his room, deeply depressed and flicking the TV channels and contemplating it all. But the show must go on and the tour manager breaks in to find catatonic Pink and give him some sort of something to get him to the stage. Side 4 is Pink hallucinating that he is not a rock star but a Hitler-esque dictator ordering violence against “those folks who aren’t like Us” and rallying to take over Britain. As the drug wears off, Pink places himself on trial and determines in order to carry on he must tear down the wall and rejoin the world and thus he tears down the wall. The end.
Now remember – YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND ALL OF THIS THROUGH NOTHING MORE THAN THE RECORD AND THE LYRIC SHEET. And the lyric sheet looks like it was written by Hunter Thompson on a speed rush with a leaky fountain pen.
There is no script,
no booklet explaining all of this, it’s just you, two LPs [or one cassette] and
your brain. Maybe you get a few pages in some magazine with the band explaining
the idea behind the record but that’s it. So the average Joe putting this on in
1979 or 1980 sitting in his living room only had lyric
sheet and the vibes he got from the music itself. Was some of it really bitchin’?
Sure. Was some of it pretty? Yes. Was some of it dark and spooky? Definitely!
Did he understand the concept? Probably not.
Pink
Floyd had been doing concepts and themes for a while. Wish You Were Here
[1975] spoke to alienation and the music business. Animals [1977] spoke
to class structure as depicted in George Orwell’s Animal Farm. Dark
Side Of the Moon [1973] was about the various aspects of human nature. But The
Wall is an attempt to tell a story. This is where it runs into problems. It’s
one thing to have several songs linked around a theme like the stages of life or
critiquing capitalism but the "story" of The Wall is
incomplete by itself. It requires someone to say "this is about THIS and
this part refers to my father dying before I knew him, then that part
is..."
Music probably isn’t the best form for
storytelling since it leaves too many gaps. Just listening to the soundtrack of
Oklahoma probably doesn’t get the story across. But neither does the Who’s
[first concept album / rock opera] Tommy. Their second, Quadrophenia
certainly doesn’t. I can’t speak to Genesis’ The Lamb Lies Down On Broadway
as I’ve never made it all of the way through.
Most casual listeners like myself didn’t get
the theme or didn’t listen too deeply. Maybe this proved Waters’ point that
people were more interested in concerts as events or having the latest “cool”
band in your stack of records and that the audience wasn’t really listening /
paying attention to what was being said. I paid my 12 or 13 or 15 dollars and
it’s up to me how I listen or don’t listen. And double albums are hard anyway.
It’s hard to keep an audiences full attention for 60 - 80 minutes. On The Wall, the suite of Another Brick
In the Wall and Mother on side one is pretty good. Side two opens
well with Goodbye Blue Sky / Empty Spaces / Young Lust but drags after
that. Side three has the great opening [Hey You] and closing [Comfortably
Numb] tracks. Side four has Run Like Hell… and a bunch of weird
shit.
Under the headphones, listening closely I
had a few of those “aha” moments. Like One Of My Turns – somehow I associated
“turn” with taking one’s turn like playing a game but it’s actually meaning a
mood swing, a turn from okay to depressed or turning manic. Of course in the
film, this is where Pink destroys the room, scaring the bejeusus out of the
groupie who has no idea what he’s angry about. Deep in the lyrics of Don’t Leave
Me Now, the phrase “you know how I need you [need you, need you, need you]
/ To beat to a pulp on a Saturday night” jumped out. What the hell!?! Did I
hear that right? Yes I did.
Of course, one always heard the “Are there
any queers in the audience tonight? Get the up against the wall.” And “that one
looks Jewish and that one’s a coon / Who let all of this riff raff into the
room?” during In the Flesh. But the list of things during Waiting For
the Worms – the things “We” are going to do…[ in the movie this is the red
and black hammers marching.] “Clean up the city [well, okay], cut out the
deadwood [okay]… put on the black shirt [uhhhh], weed out the weaklings [uhhhh],
smash in their windows and kick in their doors and for the Final Solution to
strengthen the strain … turn on the showers and fire the ovens for the queens
and the coons and the reds and the Jews to follow the worms.”
EW.
It always gets back to the Nazis doesn’t it?
This is supposed to be a drugged out delusion
of poor Pink [or a comment on how the power of the stage has been / can be
misused?] but how is one to understand that?
I think my final takeaways from revisiting The
Wall are this:
Art is always open to interpretation.
Roger Waters needs some serious help.